a line from lazarus by porcupine tree... I'm sad tonight. of course I never add anything here if I am not sad.
I forget from time to time that I am not meant to have a normal relationship, and that even looking is sometimes dangerous for me. I looked, I flirted even! He's married. Of course. That's what I get for even asking, silly idiot that I am.
will there never be a time when karma isn't smacking me in the face?